NEWTON ROAD
Along Newton Road, traffic disappears into the darkness of night. The endless black has long brushstrokes of illuminated lights, of reds and whites from flowing taillights and headlights, moving from left to right, into view then out of sight. From the behind the tall windows in the lobby of the Royal Hotel, I watch the traffic move. Already having checked out and settled my account, I am waiting for my taxi to take me back to Changi Airport; my flight departs at midnight, my taxi is booked for 9.30pm (which is about an hour or so away). Nothing more to do now other than sit with my cases and keep myself occupied. The lobby is large, polished floors, a long reception counter; things are happening, staff are busy, sounds are muffled into hushed silence. At times you find yourself wondering how time you have spent waiting – in transit, in limbo – at lobbies and airports when travelling; existing in a bubble of patience as the rest of the world attends to what needs to be done. You find yourself feeling like a character in one of Edward Hopper’s paintings – Night Hawks is the one that springs to mind. In this painting we see people siting in a diner, at the bar, at night. Nothing seems to be happening. No conversation seems to be shared. It is viewed from the outside, from the darkness looking in. And despite being in this vantage point (outside looking in) it is those in the diner who seem to be inhabiting a transitory existence, killing time, strangers isolated in a strange city almost as if they are the ones passing through. As an audience, we are people-watching them. On Newtown Road, I am waiting for my taxi to the airport.
Singapore had been recommended to me, as a stop over, by someone who loved it. Just somewhere to break a journey and see something of somewhere I had only ever transited in at the airport. I arrived here two days ago with no expectations, just the weight and baggage of missing those I loved who could not journey with me (it will be some time until I see them again). Lost in thoughts, I tried to write here during my stay but felt distracted – wishing they were here as well, sharing the immediate experience with me. Waiting now on Newton Road, re-reading what I’ve written in notebooks to share with them later.
ORCHARD ROAD
Arrived in Singapore sometime this afternoon. Arrival was a blur. The flight was a blur. A long flight – emotions of departure, sadness of leaving someplace, heavy lethargy, letting heartstrings sound through the ache of racing timezones, sunsets, coloured clouds, clear night sky, the bright shine of the moon, moving through the starlit skies, chimes of turbulence, morning meal, surreal reality, touchdown soon, welcome to Changi. Thirteen hours over. Arrivals, passports, luggage. Taxi to the hotel. Near to Orchard Road. Check in. Room 1124. Showered. Snoozed. Late afternoon. Need to eat, time to explore.
Found my way onto Orchard Road and walked east, towards the river, towards Raffles. Felt so fatigued from the flight. Felt shattered and drained, disorientated, hot humid, sweaty sticky light-headed thirsty. Managed to find a Turkish Café. Sat and ordered a biryani and some water. Pores on the skin wide open. Perspiration rises to the surface of the skin in little beads, evaporating in the breeze of the day.
After eating, I ended up walking down towards Chinatown. Evening had appeared in the sky. Followed Orchard Road into Stamford Road then walked down New Bridge Road into Chinatown. Got there as daylight departed. Got lost in a series of side streets, all festooned with red lanterns, coloured lanterns, noises and smells of cooking food, buzz of activity, a crowd carried forward in motion, in slow stagnations, not looking where it was going, just looking and stopping milling and moving again. The Chinese New Year was being celebrated (it was the Year of the Rat). There were images of the rodent everywhere, caricatured, emblazoned in red, appearing on bags and walls. Part of the swaying crowd, too tired to stray I instead surfed the flow, walking, milling, moving forward. Allowing yourself to get lost within that safe blur of human movement. Eventually I made my way back up to Orchard Road and found a bus stop going to Newton. I was the only one on the bus. I spoke to the bus driver, a man from India, who told me to go to the Esplanade tomorrow night to watch the fireworks. He stopped the bus opposite my hotel so I could get off safely. We waved good night and goodbye and good luck as it drove off up Newton Road into the darkness forever.
HAJI LANE
Slept all night. It was a deep sleep with intense dreams that made little sense. Disorientating dreams. When I woke up I had no idea where I was. It was the darkness that threw me. I sat up then felt the unfamiliar sheets, sensed the dimensions of the room, remembered I was in Singapore. Woke up again for breakfast. Showered, ate, went and swam in the pool. It was small – ample – and tucked around the side of the hotel with a patio. It seemed to catch what was there of the morning sun, steaming behind the tropical bank of cloud cover, shadows fell. It was nice to feel weightless and float in the water. Dozing face up in the heat and humidity (sunshine spread out and fanned evenly behind a bedspread of cloud cover).
Sometime after midday, I made my way back to Orchard Road. Caught a bus from hotel. Already there was a sense of familiarity, creating landmarks, recognising buildings. Walked the length of Orchard Road and turned up North Bridge Road towards Little India. Bought a green coconut from a street vendor who had so many floating in a portable tank of iced water. He cut it open with a few chops from a machete and popped in a straw for me to drink. Walked along Arab Street and Bussorah Street. Found somewhere to sit and eat. It was quiet and peaceful – how an afternoon lunch should be. The golden domes of the Masjid Sultan Mosque shone above the surrounding skyline of this area. Afterwards, I walked around these quiet streets. Found another mosque, the Massjid Abdul Gaffoor Mosque that bore a sign outside its perimeter fence: Visitors are Most Welcome. So I walked in. I was greeted and welcomed and told to enjoy my visit. I walked inside the green mosque, around the edge of the prayer hall (musalla). It was a large, open space. Stillness pervaded the area. It was cool and birds could be heard singing. Book cases stood along the outer walls. An elderly man sat on the floor, leaning against a pillar, reading. As I passed he looked up, smiled and said hello.
ESPLANADE PARK
Near the Elgin Bridge, I crossed over from Orchard Road onto the Esplanade Park. It was here the bus driver had told me to go to watch the firework display celebrating the Chinese New Year. At night Singapore looked so beautiful. The city lights glowed in the humming buzz of neon emissions, colourful, bright, constant and flashing. The spectrum of colours danced and reflected on the surface of black water in the Singapore River. It was busy with people. There were many families there together walking in groups. Food stalls were cooking. Great clouds of flavour curled and tumbled, rising up out of grills and hotplates, drifting through the park. Red Chinese lanterns and lights hung from the branches of trees. After walking for some time, I found a small wall, near Anderson Bridge, where lots of people were sitting waiting for the firework display. A young couple next to me offered me some snacks they were eating and we all began a conversation; their names were Sean and Cheryl and were from Singapore. As we waited for the fireworks they told me about their lives – their working lives – in Singapore. They told me they were very happy and often worked long hours (most days twelve hours each day, only seeing each other for breakfast and at night sometimes).
And then the fireworks interrupted and exploded from nowhere across the night sky. Amid the bright flashes, crackles, thumps and booms were the oohs and ahhs of all of us watching coloured patchworks illuminate the canvas above. It was great to be inside a crowd, reminded how something like fireworks can captivate an audience. Whenever you try to describe fireworks – in writing, in conversation – you always feel as if you’re doing them a disservice. We all know what they look like and sound like; you are mindful not to overtly gush about them, or sell a display short. There’s a wonderful description which comes to mind about fireworks in Jack Kerouac’s On the Road when he describes his love of people who live their lives passionately and with wild authenticity:
…the ones who are mad to live… [who] burn burn burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes “Awww!”
After the fireworks had finished, and after Sean and Cheryl and I had wished each other good night and goodbye and good luck, I made my way back to the hotel. The city was deserted. Everything seemed quieter than the night before. I caught a metro from somewhere back to Orchard Road. From there it was so late (about 1.30am) and all buses had stopped – maybe it was even a public holiday – but I found a taxi and made it back to my room.
NEWTON ROAD
On Newton Road, I am still waiting for my taxi to the airport. Traffic is still driving, still moving, still disappearing. Sitting here reflecting, looking at suitcases, watching the check ins and check outs, I begin to realise that my stay here barely scratched the surface of this beautiful island. Realising as I’m leaving that I would like to return and explore more, see more and travel around more – to just sit by the river, to belong in a crowd, to ride metros and buses with no destination in mind. To just ride and ride. Like Iggy Pop’s Passenger: just looking out from glass, looking through a window, seeing stars come out, seeing bright and hollow skies, seeing that everything in the city looks good tonight. To be the passenger. I put my notebooks away. Headlights pull up to the hotel. A white car parks in a bay. It says ‘Taxi.’ A driver speaks to a doorman and enters the hotel lobby. He makes his way to the front desk. Could be my taxi to Changi.
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